H,
I think it goes back to when
we looked at proverbs 4 and what wisdom means. If we are to begin to think and
talk and pray about our path in showing, through consummate lives of worship,
the glory of the impending kingdom then we must begin with yielding to all
things we do not yet know. It is not inertia to stand in the light “as He is in
the light”. It is wisdom. The paths we will be led on, that very individual and
spiritual land God gives to every disciple and apostle to walk toward and work
on as a life journey, will overwhelm our human senses. We cannot hope to make a
dent by ourselves. The first reaction will always be doubt and fear. It is
supposed to break something in us but only because those places are already too
fragile. It is supposed to build something stronger in their place.
We need to understand the
path of humility because otherwise we might think our way into an idea that God
wants another mega Church or wonder Bank for the gospel. These are things He
dismissed millennia ago. He is not trying to be popular for the sake of empty
praise. He is building an eternal house in Himself for all souls.
This is how we know the
depth of the thing we are involved in. The height of it is in God and the depth
of it is the time we spend in His light. We cannot hope to hit any of that
height focused on raw ambition or mere self-belief. A man or woman may build an
empire on the earth through sheer will, self-belief and persistence. That is a
given. That is happening and has happened through the ages. What he or she
cannot possibly do in this way is to build a house that will last forever. This
is the part and path of human existence that starts and ends with wisdom. This is
the victory that is us in worship before our God.